The biggest decisions of life is made by simply listening to the heart. That is what most philosophers and poets have taught us for centuries. Follow your instinct, let your soul guide you. To what extent is that true? How far can you let your heart take decisions before the brain moves in? And how would you take a decision between something that is wrong but feels right and something that is right but feels wrong? Is that your instinct showing the right way? Or lust getting in between you and your heart?
So many questions, yet little to no answers. From the beginning of time I've never trusted my heart taking decisions. Hell if I let it, I would probably be in ruins regretting every decision ever made in the past. But I just can't seem to shake off this nagging feeling that is tugging at my heart strings every so often. Would have been so much better if there was some kinda mutual communication between the heart and the brain. At least I wouldn't swinging like a pendulum between the two, unable to understand my actions or thoughts.
And this is what every human on this earth goes through. Conflicted. Unable to decipher feelings. Yet what we end up doing is the complete opposite of what we want to do. Our actions don't soothe the inner conflicts, on the contrary it makes things worse. We end up hurting others, or others hurting you. This is how hate grows, when you don't give in to your feelings to simply love that person. When you oppose it, just to live according to the rules of the society and not be a misfit.
I guess the only answer is to ignore something you don't understand. I don't understand what my heart is trying to point out. So I decide to ignore it.
Eventually these screams of plea will die out.
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