Are you Still?

Are you still there? Watching me. Reading me. Looking for yourself in between the words. 

Do you still wake up every morning to the thought of me? Wondering if today maybe I missed you more than last night. If maybe today I'll return back to you.

Do you still drive into the sunset on your way to work? Daydreaming the beautiful colours that fill your thoughts with. Living a brief moment of fantasy you've stored in the secret corners.

Do you still stare at the screen blankly? Wondering if I'll ever show up. Reminiscing the beautiful moments just a century ago that took your breath away.

Do you lay staring at the ceiling every night? Pretending to feel me near you. To turn and look deep into my eyes. Stroke my cheek with your fingers. And close your eyes to the lingering presence of me.

Are you still waiting for me to come back?

Are you still fighting the feelings that have embedded themselves deep within your heart? 

Are you still struggling to fall out of love with me?