I did it again. Fell into the deep and murky waters of despised. That's what I get for throwing my heart around like cheap candy. i mean seriously, do I never learn?! It's just one person after another. Talk about insatiable lust. Now all I have to do is wait for the right moment when my heart shatters into pieces, then I will curse the mankind for having lived on the earth for any reason at all.
It has come so far as to me wondering how people actually live without love at all? I mean you come across all these people uttering gay words like 'I have saved myself for that one special someone' or 'I like to live a lonely life if he is not there'. Seriously? What is this? The live-your-sad-little-life-and-die-a-virgin crappy tv show? I mean look at the beauty around you? How can you not fall in love with a good sense of humor and a heartbreaking smile?
I fall in love everyday. Every single day I wake up, I fall in love with a someone. Then the dreams start where im eloping to a wild, natural place or taking a weekend trip to Amsterdam and partying all night long. Everything starts regaining color and vigor. Nature becomes gorgeously colored, clouds because immensely white and soft, and the wind just whispers these sweet little anythings in your ears. It's like Alice in wonderland all over again. And I love that feeling of being completely elated by an emotion so strong. It gives you better high than marijuana can ever. And it last for more than a couple of hours. It lasts for days and days on....till it all comes crashing down around you like scattered confetti from a broken piñata.
The heartbreak is the hardest part. But it's a ride on its own. Taken its painful ...but so are jalapeñoes. You still have them with every meal and chew on them with happy delight!
And that is what I advice people waiting for their knight in shining armor to appear from the horizon. Don't wait. Life is too short. It will be over before you even have time to say 'come hither'.
Just fall in love and live the moment.
Every single day is a new day.
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