Dear Diary,
Is it true that people may completely change during the course of time? That relationships may completely fall apart as their bases wither away? I always thought a person became wiser in understanding the complicated world around them as they stumbled through experiences. But do those experiences make a person more vulnerable and blind to what maybe needed of them?
There was a point in life when I was sure that if I ever decide to fall backwards unexpectedly, there would always be a pair of hands to catch me from falling. I trusted dear diary. But when life paralysed me once again and took away a large part of myself away with it, there was in real no one to hold me. And I fell to never recover back.
Is it my fault dear diary? Do I make the big mistake of trusting? I mean isn't that how the world works? You ave to have your trusting instincts intact in order to survive moving forward. Even if it's a just piece of paper you trust, or an assembled machinary, or a person, one that u might have known for years on. HOW DO YOU SURVIVE WITHOUT TRUST?
Yes, I went through the most horrible moments of my life. Yes, I needed a pair of hands to hold me up, for me to survive. But dear diary, I was left to die. If it wasn't for the angel in disguise, who never left my side, I could pretty much be resting in a morgue right now. It tears my heart to realize how heartless and materialistic the world has become. It's not about the people manipulating there ways into cream of social and business worlds, it's not even about being cheated out of cash and valuables, it's about losing those close ones whom you thought will walk with you till the very end. It's about them changing into the worse of themselves without realizing whom they hurt on the way.
So tell me dear diary, is it me or has it really become impossible to trust anyone at all?
