Short mindbits (March)

March 12, 12:33 a.m.

" Lately I've been getting everyone pissed at me. Every word I form with my lips seem to have a negative effect. To irritate the living cell out of him. I unintentionally seem to burst this disgustingly gay bubbles that people seem to be living in constantly. Where they believe that life is all about driving down a perfect blue beach in their sexy little cars watching the gorgeous sunset as it fades away. Is it really me? This almost dead, confused person who walks around lost in memories? Almost like I'm back in time with you."

March 12, 6:47 p.m.

"It's a beautiful day out here. I especially love how the innocent breeze can make everything sway to it's rhythm. Almost like it has everything in it's power. Like it gives life to the non living. Giving them an invisible hand to move to this beat of time. How the spring flowers shimmer in their beauty as their soft petals flutter lightly.
But what scares is how the dark slowly sets in. Almost like it creeps in to your world secretly shunning the light out. I don't want the light to go. It then takes away your capacity to see the bright cheerfulness of the day. But god promises something. That light will be back in your life soon enough. Soon enough. "

March 13, 11:39 a.m.

"There comes a point in life when it becomes hard to believe that a person can detach from you. Although it is a possible thing, the bond is so strong that it's impossible to even consider such a thought. The friendship is taken for granted. But then it happens. And your world falls apart."

March 14, 6:28 p.m   

" How is it possible to live life just to please someone? Every goal in life is altered just for their sake. Every breath u take is about winning a piece of their heart. Every little step is to make their dreams come true. And even then one tends to be unthankful. When they cry the cry of being alone. Don't they know that someone's world revolves around the number of times they smile?

There are examples of really nice people out there who hand their hearts out to that person on no conditions whatsoever. And then their is that one person who cruelly tramples on it."