How do i move on?

So...How do you move on with life after you've had a crushing blow to your morality? Do you just pretend that nothing happened, pretend that block of life didnt exist, or do you cry those rivers of hurt till you are completely empty inside?

Sometimes i wish i could google my life's problems. Type in the question and BAM! you are bombarded with lists of options. Or maybe I should go looking for a book "10 steps to getting over a heartbreak".

But its not that easy is it?

You still have to go through that sad cycle of collecting tiny little pieces of your heart that has been carelessly flung away. Those tiny little memories that keep coming back to you every second of the day. The longing to rewind time and this time play it another way.

But could it have been different if played another way?

I doubt it.

Isnt it amazing how people look and yearn for love their whole life, yet they refuse to give love themselves. Is it so hard to give as easy it is to take? It does mystify me how people talk about the cruel society and its shortcomings, and then become one themselves. Is it so hard to be true to yourself? Why hide your feelings? Why pretend you understand everything when you dont?

Questions and questions...but no answers.
Someone did say once, the gist of which is 'You are born alone, you walk through life alone, and you die alone.' Then why do you yearn for companionship?

Sometimes...somethings are taken for granted. The value is only known when its taken away.

But, something positive is always gained from experiences in life. I learned to be stronger, a better person. 'Help like a rainfall.'

Afcourse...a heartache can really hurt...